More About Nothing

Wise men say
Never figure out real love
You’ll never figure out real love
You’ll never figure out real love
It’s so crazy
I got everything figured out
But for some reason I can never find what real love is about
No doubt
Everything in the world figured out but I can never seem to find what love is about
Do you think I sacrificed real life
For all the fame of flashing lights?
Do you think I sacrifice a real life
For all the fame of flashing lights?
There is no Gucci I can buy
There is no Louis Vuitton to put on
There is no YSL that they could sell
To get my heart out of this hell
And my mind out of this jail
There is no clothes that I could buy
That could turn back the time
There is no vacation spot I could fly
That could bring back a piece of real life
Real life, what does it feel like?
I ask you tonight, I ask you tonight
What does it feel like, I ask you tonight
To live a real life
I just want to be a real boy
They always say Kanye, he keeps it real boy
Pinocchio story is, I just want to be a real boy
Pinocchio story is to be a real boy
It’s funny Pinocchio lied and that’s what kept him from it
I tell the truth and I keep runnin
It’s like I’m looking for something out there trying to find something
I turn on the TV and see me and see nothing
What does it feel like to live real life to be real?
Not some facade on TV that no can really feel
Do you really have the stamina… 
For everybody that sees you to say ‘where’s my camera?’
For everybody that sees you to say ‘sign my autograph’
For everybody that sees you cry and say ‘you oughtta laugh’
You oughtta laugh
I just want to be a real boy, 
Pinocchio story goes, I just want to be a real boy
Pinocchio story goes… 
And there is no Gepetto to guide me, no one right beside me
The only one was behind me I can’t find her no more, 
I can’t find her no more I cant… 
The only one that come out on the tour and stay, stay, stay… 
Back when I was living at home and this was all a big dream
And the fame will be got caught
And the day I moved to LA
Maybe that was all my fault
All my fault to be a real boy
Chasing the American dream, 
Chasing everything we seen
Up on the TV screen
And when I- the Benz was left
And the clothes was left
And the hoes was left
You talk the hoes to death thinkin the money that the-
You spent the doughs to death
And tell me what tf for a real boy
They say Kanye you keep it to real boy
Perspective and Wise man say, one day you’ll find your way
The wise man say, you’ll find your way

I remember being blind to it
Til the day I put my mind to it
Pen and pad on the dresser for me to fine tune it
I sat in the corner, made up my mind, do it!
Def Jam on my heels, should I sign to it?
Million dollar advance for me to rhyme fluent
Every day I’m hustlin’ on every corner boomin’
Back of the Phantom couldn’t fathom I was such a student
Grandfather deal for the Godfather
Lucian Grainge from the ghetto, I follow God’s orders
And he told me I was rich forever
Then he showed me I was rich forever
They call me Mr. Roberts when I’m in the bank
Digits like the Dodgers when it comes to franks
Flossin’ out in Compton like I got a cape
RoseMo tried to fight it, but barely niggas fade
White sheet, yellow tape, where your dogs at
Count a million cash, can you blog that?
Me and niggas your type, never exchange numbers
Wanna conversate and steal game from us
See the watch, now you want to know the name of it
Never playin’ so I went and got the frame flooded
Cartier, Hublot, I could name a dozen
Your shit pushed back cuz it ain’t buzzin’
Now these thugs actors all of a sudden
Niggas hustle backwards all of a sudden
Can’t talk snow, where the soft at?
Your man got murked, but you squashed that
Hope you know what we call that
I think you know just what we call that

she is the only girl I have ever wanted, every other girl is trying to be you You’re out there after all Though we have yet to meet, the everything you want your girl to be, the one worth searching for but hard to find like waldo to the naked eye maybe I should hold a up sign put up wanted posters It’s worth a try You’re something I have lost & never found but… I never had you #she I thought I did but It wasn’t true because you know waldo never wears blue Colorblinded some might say but watch what you say & how you say it because I’ll find you you are all I ever wanted all I ever wanted

#she

the lost poem that explains who #she is since everyone wants to know

created last year early winter Dec 4th to be exact but #she is not a specific person it is just that one person get it?